I'm Really Sorry for whatever that I've done to you~

I know, I'm not the perfect guy for you. Coz there are thousands out there that are better than me.
Sorry, for being such an ignorant person. You have the rights to hate me. Its just that, I want you to appreciate my presence around you. I'm not asking much, just some of your attention to my feelings. I never had been with someone, so i don't really know what to do? How to take care? and many others. Its just that, I'm learning a lot from you. I also didn't mean to hurt you, and if so, I'm very sorry. But, just for you to know. I'm hurt, very bad inside. I don't mind getting hurt, as long as you won't, and you're happy. I'm not the best guy, but I try to be one. I'm not the most religious guy, but thanks to you, I'm becoming one.I want you to know, you means a lot to me and whatever I did, it is because that I care about you. I beg you, at least know that you are not the one that hurt in everything we've been through. Its just that, I keep smiling so that you won't get any worst. I kept all my feelings inside. Even the very since I know you, I kept my feelings. I'm not blaming you, but I really hope we learn. together. Sincerely,in the name of god, I do love you. I love you, cause you means a lot to me. Sorry if I'm not good enough to make you happy. Sorry for always spoiling your mood. Please, forgive me!!!!

I know, no one will read whatever I write.I just hope you read it, and I don't mind you hating it and you didn't care about it. I deserve it for what I've done. But so the world would know, that I still exist in this blog. Other than my family, you are the first girl that successfully made me cry, so that you know how important you are to me.....

and so that you know, I'll will always be waiting for you, and
I love you....... :'-(