what's wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!?!

I really want to meet her,
But felt guilty if it might burden her.

I really miss her smile.
but scared of being accused, for stealing it from her family.

I really fond of her voice and laughter,
yet, she is very far away.

I really like to see the smile on her face,
But who knows, she might smile a lot more there.

I want her to be happy,
but why I'm the reason of her tears.

I want to make her life easier,
but why I still causing problems to hers

i want you to be with me,
but why i keep sending u back.

I really respected her privacy, and try to give her some,
but why i still wants her to be at my side all the time.

hurm, hope she's happy there. Keep smiling, and be happy.
Never stop.
Because that is what keeps me want to live.