Love hurts. Mulanya aku pun mcm x faham macam mana la catchphrase ni boleh wujud in the beauty of love. Sekarang, aku dah rasa. And thank god, it feels kinda rewarding although it is quite hurtful. And to you incek skema, serves you right.
Cinta kita dengan Allah pun x dinafikan sgt menyakitkan. So many things need to be sacrificed.Your time to pray, fast and many others. Same to the love towards other female (In my case). It hurts me a lot, in many ways but still, theres a bloom of happiness in my heart.
Once, when i'm the the verge of pursuing her, i kinda vowed deep in my heart that all i want is that she is happy no matter what. Yep, i've sacrifice almost everything i got into doing that. Truthfully, she is happy. Its quite rewarding, as i'm very fond of her smile.
As times pass by, i feel like i need to sacrifice myself on her, as i want her to be 'berdikari'. Yup, i let her go. And i dont mind letting her live with her friends. Now, she's also happy, but now without me in it. Though it kinda hurt, jealous and many others, i still can see her smile through the clouds of friends she had. Seems like, she spending less time with me, can also make her happy.
Yep, love hurts. A LOT! But i've vowed, and as long as she's happy, i'm happy.
No one can explained can explained this kind of feeling though, although its cheered me up while getting hurt...
Mas Haikal, YOU SUCK!!!!
Haha..... =')
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